Updates

Hi all readers,

I know I've been abandoning my Blog and haven't really updated. My life have been so-so, not much changes really. Been studying and working... and trying to find slots to rest. Just a week or two ago, I sent my maid home. Her name is Yati and she has been working at my home for 5 years. I am very close with her and my previous maid, Dwi. I love them both alot as they always help me when my parents tries to give me shit. I was very sad when Yati went home that day.

Me and Yati

Then there is my Bella, Pudding and Pumpkin. My Bella got her first period few days back and it was hectic as she gotten confused on when she should pee or where she should pee. Usually she would look for floor mat or her usual pee-ing spot, but every time now when I put on her panties for her, within minutes she would pee and I would have to rush her to the bathroom and get her washed at her bottom or else it would stink and cause her allergy. Here are two most recent pictures of Bella, cute huh? :D

My baby Bella in her Cute lil Pink Dress :D

Bella Sleeping inside the Car when I was driving~

As for Pudding, he's just been eating-sleeping-playing. Practically, eat-sleep-play! No doubt he is getting fatter by the day while I am just loosing weight all the way due to work and studies. I'm not complaining :) Here's the latest picture of Pudding trying to hog down a whole chunk of treat bar.

Pudding, the fatty!

Fat right? Haha! As for Pumpkin, well.. I found out that its not a 'she' when I notice Pumpkin growing testicles. Pumpkin, pink fur coat and pink nose but a boy is now up for adoption. Anyone who loves small animals and would pamper them like I do, then I would allow you to adopt. He is a little unorganized, unlike Pudding. Just plain messy and would bite just anyone but me. Loves food and nothing more, haha! Here's the latest picture of Pumpkin with a dog biscuit :P

Pumpkin the adorable!

If anyone is interested to adopt this cute little creature named Pumpkin, PM me and i'll look into it. I know everyone would ask why am I giving Pumpkin away, well.. simply because its a boy when I the pet shop told me its a girl! I'm looking for a mate for Pudding but I ended up having a gay partner for Pudding, LOL!

Here's a list of NEEDS for Pumpkin IF you are interested to ADOPT:

1) LOTS AND LOTS OF LOVE (I AM NOT JOKING AROUND)

if you aint got no love to give to my pumpkin, go look for something cold blooded.

2) Food:-

a)daily hamster pellet - no cheap brand

b)fresh vegetable from Japan

c)yogurt drop, cheese or other flavor

d)jelly from Japan

e)treats - biscuits and such

all food mentioned above are sold in pet stores and is suitable for hamsters only

3) A good Home

meaning, an expensive cage. get something cheap, why not i put you in somewhere cheap?

Yes, I am being bossy but I am just being responsible towards Pumpkin. I am giving him away, so it is my responsibility to make sure he finds a good owner to give him a life better than I can give him and not somebody that just adopt him for his cute looks and later on ignore him and let him starve to death. So, cut it all short... Just PM me if you're interested.

I.DONT.BITE.

Last but not least, life is never always blossoming. Everyone face this issue everyday, and me being another human, i face this issue too! Money. How I wish it rains money *dreams away* I'm trying to save up alot, and i mean ALOT of money to buy alot of stuff. One of which I feel like buying but even my mum disagree me buying is the item in the picture below...

Cat Scratching & Lazing Post for Bella

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Yes, I know Bella is a Puppy *i can hear everyone telling me No* but I really want one :(

Tony Roma

Tony Roma in Cineleisure was and I believe still is my second home, or rather a place that makes me feel like I'm at home. It feels nice to be remembered, especially when its after a very long time. Today, I stepped into this place and have almost all the staff here smiled and acknowledge me in the most welcoming and friendly manner. When I was about to be directed to the table that I always sit at, I saw the manager sitting at that table and he looked up, waved, smiled at me and asked how am i and why haven't I been visiting this place?

Haha, this place brings back alot of memories and I would recommend everyone to drop by this place as they have the most friendly staff and managers around. Although I'm trying very hard to recall all their names at the moment, I couldn't because I've been so caught up with life that I need a longer time to recall all their names. Someday when I have the time, maybe I'll ask my Bby to drop by this place with me :)

Cheers!

Disappointment

Dear Readers,

Have your studies ever matter so much to you that it would actually make you cry? Well, i never actually realize how important studies were to me until earlier when i actually cried. I've never felt this upset before -- ever.

Last semester, due to unforeseen circumstances, i missed 5weeks of classes. When i returned to college, almost everything and everyone sees me differently. Everything changed so rapidly. I didn't score very well then and I am retaking all the four subjects, even those that I didn't fail.

There's this one particular lecturer that I somehow found a liking towards even though she is not very easy to impress and last semester, because of my lack of attendance in class, i believe she dislikes me some way or another. Why is this even my problem? Because I am retaking this subject and it means alot to me.

I know its my fault that I missed two lectures and tutorials the first two weeks of class but when I took the initiative to call her up to ask about the replacement classes, she didn't talk very nicely to me and she did apologize for the way she talk because she had a bad morning today but somehow I am very hurt by it and she did state the fact that I am not making an effort to do better where as I am just keeping up that attitude of missing classes and i-don't-care.

I know she mentioned very clearly that she don't want anybody from last semester to be repeating this paper this semester and she is most probably upset to see me retaking this unit just because I am unhappy about my results.

Well, after that call ended, I cried. There were students everywhere and those that saw tears flowing from my eyes, some just stared blankly... some were being extremely childish by mocking me cry but it didn't matter then. My heart broke very badly and it was then I realize, my studies and lecturers are very important to me.

If I keep up with this attitude... when will I ever graduate with the grades I want?

Dear Ms.Sheila, if ever you have a chance to come across reading this, I want you to know I am very sorry. I know my sorry's have been said and its enough. I know sorry is nothing and cannot do anything. Its just words and nothing more. I know you had hopes in me last semester for being an 'A' student but because of my lack of attendance in class, you just didn't care about me anymore. I will prove to you right this time that I will not miss anymore classes... if I do, I believe I really deserve that 'C' or maybe just a fail. I don't know how many marks have I lost for missing two lectures and two tutorials but, I will do it right this time.

Signing off,

Cindy.